Ebay...

So almost all of my Ebay winnings have come in!! I'm very excited. This round was much more of what I expected with hardly as many surprises as the others! Unfortunately....2 are still going to be returned/ hopefully get some money discounted. I know I keep promising pics and they will be coming soon!! I just want to make sure that they look halfway decent ;]. There is an ADORABLE yellow top with lace and a big bow that I love. Well I love everything except the way it looks on my body =[. The sleeves look slightly awkward on me which is a real bummer because I LOVE this top. The other item being returned is a cute grey dress that has a shiny (shocking!) material ruffle all the bust and a cute matching sash/belt tie. Also very cute but also looks slightly awkward.

The things I am goign to keep:

a really cute black button up skirt with a vintage "v" chunk missing out of the top. I know this is a really bad description but it's adorable. It's a little small...but that's probably because I've put on some weight that I'm hoping to lose A.S.A.P.

The next is also a skirt that has a plaid design on it with black lace sticking out the bottom and then some flowers interwoven in the plaid. Adorable!! LOVE IT.

Finally there is a black dress that has some pleating design in the bust that came with a white bow belt. I love me some bows...

So overall very positive. Today was kind of a blah day just becuase it was that day of realization when you know you've gained weight. It's an undeniable fact at the moment and I'm none too thrilled about it. I know I've been eating unhealthy, and with the stress of my classes I know I've been eating more frequently...but I really think this will serve as motivation to lose this weight. I needed this to really put a stop to poor eating habits.

I'm also goign to blame this on the boys. Those kids can eat a shit ton of food and not think twice about it or gain any weight! WTF. They'll order an entire pizza FOR THEMSELF and it's totally cool. Not full after your first dinner? Get a second! Thirsty after those chicken wings you just ate? Why not drink an entire 2 liter of pop by yourself. It's remarkable! I envy them for being able to do it lol. They don't realize how much thought women put into every little thing they put in their mouth. How much have I eaten today already? Do I need this? Well..if I eat this...I just won't eat much later...Well...I didn't really eat much yesterday so I can splurge a little today. It's ridiculous! As soon as I get a boyfriend I'm totally getting fat ;] lol.

I just need to stay in shape (haha as in shape as I get) long enough to snag one, then it's every man for himeself.

peace, love, and Albert Einstein