Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
So
while I wait for texts/ any form of contact from G, I am bombarded with drunken texts and messges from C professing his love for me.
How is life fair.
yes, you read correctly. drunken texts. on a tuesday. at 7:30 p.m.
xoxo
other revelations today: sto lat
How is life fair.
yes, you read correctly. drunken texts. on a tuesday. at 7:30 p.m.
xoxo
other revelations today: sto lat
Friday, April 22, 2011
Your Confusions got me so confused
Weekend with A was actually very successful! Here is a rundown of our Tolkien approved, Ke$ha insprired weekend :
Friday :
A arrives after a ridiculous wind storm. Too intense for words. I thought I was going to blow away. I show her the apartment and fill her in on my confusions with the whole G situation and we catch up until we have dinner with W and I at Red Lobster! I got shrimp linguini alfredo. It was DELISH! and those biscuits. Gurll I could eat 'em by the bushel. Someone the subject of "Things that make Nicky gag" came up over dinner, and I proceeded to, but that's alright. Cheddar biscuits make everything better. I also got the opportunity to take an awesome Lost picture. It was beyond epic.
That night we went back to my apartment and started playing with Microsoft Anna and leaving people voicemails. Hilarious. some of our best?
"Sometimes when I'm alone I touch myself and pretend it casper the friendly ghost molesting me."
"I love the feel of nice cool saxphone between my firy loins in the morning sunlight. It drives me to the point of physical exhaustion. oh. yeah. yeah. so cold. i'm cumming"
"I will never forget the night i woke up and you were molesting me. Never before have i so enjoyed being forcefully penetrated by another man."
all in all, a success :)
Saturday :
Went to Happy Badger because it's an awesome little store and I knew A would enjoy it. Talked to the lady there and she was so funny. Talking about how she framed a card she owns in her shop of some tree people as a gift to the trees in her front yard. Such a little hippie. Also found out they did Tarot readings so we scheduled readings for Sunday.
Then I took her to KA Kart to meet the boys without really meeting them. She got introduced by there wasn't enough time for people to really communicate and hate each other. Perfect!
Then we went to this antique mall in Maumee that I had wanted to go to. It was HUGE and had lots of entertaining things. One of them being a vintage embalming machine. Nasty. lol and some really creepy looking dolls. Had lunch at Cracker Barrel (a.k.a. Chicken Boquet) and it was both delicious, an insanely large amount of food, and dirt cheap. Possibly my new favorite restaurant. So good!!! We also had Logan as a server. He was tall. And cute. Bonus!
Then we went to Target, and walked out with nothing! That deserves a prize.
After that we went to WalMart to pick up materials for dying eggs! I also scored an ah - mazing bra. Forril, I'm in love. Then we rented the Godfather - turned out to be a really good movie! Who knew!
We decided we wanted to have Ke$ha inspired eggs, so we found an awesome kit that totally made our dreams come true.
Sunday:
Went to go get our tarot cards read, found out it costs 20 bucks for 15 minutes!! we decided to escape through the cafe entrance instead. it was awesome.
Then we went on a little nature walk with the roomie :). We discussed childhood memories, and it brought about many scaring youtube videos later. Most notably: the letter people, Mr. N. Look it up if you dare.
So then finally the night when we go to see G's band. First we have lunch with AfC, R and finally meet D. We have a good time and everyone seems to hit it off. Then we go to downtown to have a beer before going to the venue. G's band plays and they were really impressive! They sounded really good and I like their music a lot. AND I got to talk to him. Seemed highly successful. AND HE'S NOT SHORTER THAN ME. i think i wept tears of joy. we are seriously like almost the exact same height, A said he's like a centimeter or so taller. Huzzah!!
HOWEVER. Everytime i start talking to G for awhile, AfC pulls me away and tells me he doesn't think it's a good idea, and he believe that G would cheat which I honestly would never ever imagine. uggh. Granted I don't know where AfC's agenda is. Even though he has a girlfriend i know he likes me...so maybe that has something to do with it?
I HATE THIS GAME.
either way, G is coming up may 6th again. we'll see what happens.
Friday :
A arrives after a ridiculous wind storm. Too intense for words. I thought I was going to blow away. I show her the apartment and fill her in on my confusions with the whole G situation and we catch up until we have dinner with W and I at Red Lobster! I got shrimp linguini alfredo. It was DELISH! and those biscuits. Gurll I could eat 'em by the bushel. Someone the subject of "Things that make Nicky gag" came up over dinner, and I proceeded to, but that's alright. Cheddar biscuits make everything better. I also got the opportunity to take an awesome Lost picture. It was beyond epic.
That night we went back to my apartment and started playing with Microsoft Anna and leaving people voicemails. Hilarious. some of our best?
"Sometimes when I'm alone I touch myself and pretend it casper the friendly ghost molesting me."
"I love the feel of nice cool saxphone between my firy loins in the morning sunlight. It drives me to the point of physical exhaustion. oh. yeah. yeah. so cold. i'm cumming"
"I will never forget the night i woke up and you were molesting me. Never before have i so enjoyed being forcefully penetrated by another man."
all in all, a success :)
Saturday :
Went to Happy Badger because it's an awesome little store and I knew A would enjoy it. Talked to the lady there and she was so funny. Talking about how she framed a card she owns in her shop of some tree people as a gift to the trees in her front yard. Such a little hippie. Also found out they did Tarot readings so we scheduled readings for Sunday.
Then I took her to KA Kart to meet the boys without really meeting them. She got introduced by there wasn't enough time for people to really communicate and hate each other. Perfect!
Then we went to this antique mall in Maumee that I had wanted to go to. It was HUGE and had lots of entertaining things. One of them being a vintage embalming machine. Nasty. lol and some really creepy looking dolls. Had lunch at Cracker Barrel (a.k.a. Chicken Boquet) and it was both delicious, an insanely large amount of food, and dirt cheap. Possibly my new favorite restaurant. So good!!! We also had Logan as a server. He was tall. And cute. Bonus!
Then we went to Target, and walked out with nothing! That deserves a prize.
After that we went to WalMart to pick up materials for dying eggs! I also scored an ah - mazing bra. Forril, I'm in love. Then we rented the Godfather - turned out to be a really good movie! Who knew!
We decided we wanted to have Ke$ha inspired eggs, so we found an awesome kit that totally made our dreams come true.
Sunday:
Went to go get our tarot cards read, found out it costs 20 bucks for 15 minutes!! we decided to escape through the cafe entrance instead. it was awesome.
Then we went on a little nature walk with the roomie :). We discussed childhood memories, and it brought about many scaring youtube videos later. Most notably: the letter people, Mr. N. Look it up if you dare.
So then finally the night when we go to see G's band. First we have lunch with AfC, R and finally meet D. We have a good time and everyone seems to hit it off. Then we go to downtown to have a beer before going to the venue. G's band plays and they were really impressive! They sounded really good and I like their music a lot. AND I got to talk to him. Seemed highly successful. AND HE'S NOT SHORTER THAN ME. i think i wept tears of joy. we are seriously like almost the exact same height, A said he's like a centimeter or so taller. Huzzah!!
HOWEVER. Everytime i start talking to G for awhile, AfC pulls me away and tells me he doesn't think it's a good idea, and he believe that G would cheat which I honestly would never ever imagine. uggh. Granted I don't know where AfC's agenda is. Even though he has a girlfriend i know he likes me...so maybe that has something to do with it?
I HATE THIS GAME.
either way, G is coming up may 6th again. we'll see what happens.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Sorry
Sorry all of my posts have been G related recently. (This one is not about to break that habit).
I'm on a downward swing again. Ughh. I hate this game!! lol
He texts me after his concert thing (which the update on that is randomly after this one) and we talk. The next day i text him. and now NOTHING. for like 3 days.
whyyyy do i care so much? and now i keep going over everything that happened at the show and thinking maybe something changed? but if i'm realistic with myself i don't believe it...humph.
should it have to be this much work? this may 6th is going to be a make or break it point i feel. got a lot riding on it. fuck.
I'm on a downward swing again. Ughh. I hate this game!! lol
He texts me after his concert thing (which the update on that is randomly after this one) and we talk. The next day i text him. and now NOTHING. for like 3 days.
whyyyy do i care so much? and now i keep going over everything that happened at the show and thinking maybe something changed? but if i'm realistic with myself i don't believe it...humph.
should it have to be this much work? this may 6th is going to be a make or break it point i feel. got a lot riding on it. fuck.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
I hate
how one thing can make me totally second guess myself and be self conscious about this whole G situationnnn.
He accepted a friend request and or requested the friendship of some chick named Jess and I automatically hate this bitch lol.
After some quick facebook stalking though this is what I've been able to uncover :
I have lots of guy friends and there's nothing to them. And her taste in music is questionable to alright.
I'm actually glad for A to be coming up now to distract me from overthinking this shit way too much.
EDIT: and now he changed his profile picture. what if it's for herrrr :(
EDIT EDIT: this bitch is nothing. heh heh. just overly thinking things! :)
He accepted a friend request and or requested the friendship of some chick named Jess and I automatically hate this bitch lol.
After some quick facebook stalking though this is what I've been able to uncover :
- she's a freshman at Firelands (soo younger, but has home court advantage. skank.)
- she has sea of bears (G's band) listed in her music she listens to but of the members of the band she's only friends with G, meaning this must be how she found out about them. bitch.
- she is going to the concert on sunday, however I think this is where I may have the advantage since I will be sitting with all of G's besties. what now, whore.
I have lots of guy friends and there's nothing to them. And her taste in music is questionable to alright.
I'm actually glad for A to be coming up now to distract me from overthinking this shit way too much.
EDIT: and now he changed his profile picture. what if it's for herrrr :(
EDIT EDIT: this bitch is nothing. heh heh. just overly thinking things! :)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
GAHHHHH! Continued...
I repeat: Why is G so cuteeeeeee.
I was lying in bed last night, minding my own business when I got one of my texts from Facebook about a notification. So I check it says "G___ B___ has written on your status". Flailing commences.
My status had been pertaining to a certain song I had just discovered and fell in love with (Electric Six - Synthesizer) and of course, since we are personality twins, he not only knew about the song, but he's seen the band 17 times!! Crazyyy.
So I responded to his comment saying that I was impressed that he knew it and he FB chatted me right away saying that he had that as his status not too long ago! and he said it was badass that I knew them and that next time they're in cleveland we have to go see them! Then he asked if I liked going to shows and asked what i'd been to.
Of course I first admitted to The Killers, to which he responded that he met The Killers before they released hot fuss and that the drummer is awesome!!! I could have just died of jealousy.
Then I said I saw Brand New which he said he was jealous of. Then I said I had some pretty embarassing ones when I was little...and I admitted that my first concert was Hanson.
So then he said I could have a free pass, since I was little. I said I'd need another...but I wouldn't relinquish what for (ahem ahem GC ahem ahem) (even though that one isn't as bad) (I will come to you is still a good jam as well). ANYWAY I told him i couldn't keep divulging my deepest darkest secrets so he said he couldn't come up with anything as bad since he didn't start going to shows until high school, but that when he was little his favorite band was the spice girls. hahahaha.
to which i replied that i had teh barbie dolls. to which he responded " I refuse to let this slide into a debate on who's the bigger spice girls fan." and then he went on to add that he owned spice world on vhs somewhere. hahaha.
then he started talking about his band after i asked him about it and was telling me about what some of their songs were about. There's a love story told from the perspective of jack the ripper, a song about over fishing and wasting resources, materialism and vanity, cleveland/cleveland sports lol. random, but fantastic.
overall highly entertaining ugh. why must you live far away. oh well, more motivation for a car this summer
xoxo
I was lying in bed last night, minding my own business when I got one of my texts from Facebook about a notification. So I check it says "G___ B___ has written on your status". Flailing commences.
My status had been pertaining to a certain song I had just discovered and fell in love with (Electric Six - Synthesizer) and of course, since we are personality twins, he not only knew about the song, but he's seen the band 17 times!! Crazyyy.
So I responded to his comment saying that I was impressed that he knew it and he FB chatted me right away saying that he had that as his status not too long ago! and he said it was badass that I knew them and that next time they're in cleveland we have to go see them! Then he asked if I liked going to shows and asked what i'd been to.
Of course I first admitted to The Killers, to which he responded that he met The Killers before they released hot fuss and that the drummer is awesome!!! I could have just died of jealousy.
Then I said I saw Brand New which he said he was jealous of. Then I said I had some pretty embarassing ones when I was little...and I admitted that my first concert was Hanson.
So then he said I could have a free pass, since I was little. I said I'd need another...but I wouldn't relinquish what for (ahem ahem GC ahem ahem) (even though that one isn't as bad) (I will come to you is still a good jam as well). ANYWAY I told him i couldn't keep divulging my deepest darkest secrets so he said he couldn't come up with anything as bad since he didn't start going to shows until high school, but that when he was little his favorite band was the spice girls. hahahaha.
to which i replied that i had teh barbie dolls. to which he responded " I refuse to let this slide into a debate on who's the bigger spice girls fan." and then he went on to add that he owned spice world on vhs somewhere. hahaha.
then he started talking about his band after i asked him about it and was telling me about what some of their songs were about. There's a love story told from the perspective of jack the ripper, a song about over fishing and wasting resources, materialism and vanity, cleveland/cleveland sports lol. random, but fantastic.
overall highly entertaining ugh. why must you live far away. oh well, more motivation for a car this summer
xoxo
30 Things
1. I have a completely unfounded obsession with the Kennedy's. I really don't know why, but if there is a history special on them or anything pertaining to them on, I'm in for the night ;). Maybe 'cause I have an odd obsession with all things tragic.
2. Whenever people make fun of Lost or say they hated the finale a little piece of me dies. It came on at a very emotional time in my life and the themes that it is about honestly helped me through a lot. Turns out Lost is excellent therapy. Haters to the left.
3. The Killers are my favoritest band and I get really excited when other people listen to them too, and bummed when all they really know is Mr. Brightside. Not that I don't love that song, but they have soo many others that speak to me more lyrically. Mr. Brightside will forever and always remind me of Summer '05.
4. In sixth or seventh grade I watched the Fellowship of the Ring every. single. day. Literally. I woke up, started it, got ready for school, came home from school and finished it. Now I only watch it like..once a year, but it still holds a soft spot in my heart.
5. I think people think I'm much smarter than I actually am.
6. My sister and brother are two of my best friends :) I realize now that that's not always the case. I enjoy hanging out with them and going to concerts and movies with them. They both make me laugh till I cry and handle standing in my shadow reasonably well ;) Not everyone can be the favorite!
7. I know Harry Potter pretty much better than anything else in my life. Don't judge! I've read the books more times than I count and everytime I love it more and more. It kills me a little knowing I never got my letter :(
8. I've known my best friend since I was 2! I can't remember a time of my life without her in it and I hope it stays that way :) We have some pretty awesome stories and adventures and although I can talk a lot of shit she has helped me through a lot and done a lot for me for which I will always be appreciative.
9. I think only the people in my family understand the true significance of the phrase "Turtle Power" but I still smile everytime I get a text from one of them that says it <3
10. I love my family. I feel like it took going to college to truly appreciate them. Even though we have some ridiculous traditions that we were embarassed to carry on for as long as we did (I'm pretty sure once they started recruiting us to dress as Santa we should have ended it ;) ), I always look back on them and laugh and realize I'm extremely fortunate to have them. After talking to a lot of people about what their familes do for the holidays I never realized how badass we were and how many memories we have together!
11. I have always called Santa "Ho Ho." Apparently this also is not common. It's just what he was always referred to in our house.
12. I'm a dog person. I like cats, but they don't like me back. When I'm around them my body pretty much starts shutting down. Why would you want a pet that doesn't always want your love and affection? One of my favorite parts of going home is walking in the door and seeing how excited Fred is to see me! I love my pup :)
13. I don't know why I didn't declare biology as my major straight off the bat. We were clearly meant to be.
14. I've only left Ohio twice :( Once sophomore year of high school to go to Disney with band, and then last year to go to Chicago. I wouldn't mind spending an extended amount of time in Chicago, I've thought about applying to grad schools there.
15. I'm terrified to graduate college.
16. At least one member of my family has owned a trailer in Marble Head Since before until my senior year in high school when we sold ours. I miss it :(( Some of my best childhood memories are on the lake.
17. I feel my eyes are overly moist. I cry when I laugh a LOT and really just a gentle breeze makes 'em tear up lol.
18. I get called Pam so often that I have responded to it a couple times in a class then felt really awkward afterwards.
19. I fear I may be a hoarder. I have at least 10 memorie boxes stashed under my bed at home that I can't part with. I guess I'm sentimental.
20. I am very trusting. I'll trust you before I know you but if you fuck me over you'll pretty much never get it back. Sorry.
21. I know I'm a pushover, and I'm okay with that.
22. Damn it this is long. ummm..There are several philosophies I believe in. Everything happens for a reason. Good things happen to good people. Nothing is irreversible.
23. My biggest turn off is pessism. I can not handle debbie downers.
24. I love the 1920s -1970. It's my favorite period to learn about in history. Roaring twenties seemed badass, and as much as the depression sucked it's interesting. If you don't love learning about WWII there is probably something wrong with you. 50's are my favorite decade, and then the JFK/Civil Rights stuff of the 60's I love to learn about. I blame my love of history on my sophomore history teacher. He was awesome. Not to mention all the stories Amber has taught me and the trivia my Dad spews out all the time :) Oh yeah, I also love the Romanovs.
25. I love music! All genres. I don't think I would be able to walk to class without my jams. If the right song comes on I like to picture myself walking in a movie during one of those montagy scenes where the character is just lost in thought or something. I find this perfectly normal.
26. I never write lowercase r's. They always, always, always have to be capital, even if it's in the middle of a word.
27. The only details of my wedding that I know are 3 songs that I want played at some point during the reception.
28. I've had a stuffed animal pig since the day I was born named Piggy (original, I know). It's all his fault that pigs are my favorite animal.
29. Middle school was the worse period of my life, until 2010 came along. If I could ever erase an entire year from my life it would be that one.
30. I'm am terrified of fire! and ice. polar opposites but equally frightening.
these may be edited. or moved to facebook. i dunno.
2. Whenever people make fun of Lost or say they hated the finale a little piece of me dies. It came on at a very emotional time in my life and the themes that it is about honestly helped me through a lot. Turns out Lost is excellent therapy. Haters to the left.
3. The Killers are my favoritest band and I get really excited when other people listen to them too, and bummed when all they really know is Mr. Brightside. Not that I don't love that song, but they have soo many others that speak to me more lyrically. Mr. Brightside will forever and always remind me of Summer '05.
4. In sixth or seventh grade I watched the Fellowship of the Ring every. single. day. Literally. I woke up, started it, got ready for school, came home from school and finished it. Now I only watch it like..once a year, but it still holds a soft spot in my heart.
5. I think people think I'm much smarter than I actually am.
6. My sister and brother are two of my best friends :) I realize now that that's not always the case. I enjoy hanging out with them and going to concerts and movies with them. They both make me laugh till I cry and handle standing in my shadow reasonably well ;) Not everyone can be the favorite!
7. I know Harry Potter pretty much better than anything else in my life. Don't judge! I've read the books more times than I count and everytime I love it more and more. It kills me a little knowing I never got my letter :(
8. I've known my best friend since I was 2! I can't remember a time of my life without her in it and I hope it stays that way :) We have some pretty awesome stories and adventures and although I can talk a lot of shit she has helped me through a lot and done a lot for me for which I will always be appreciative.
9. I think only the people in my family understand the true significance of the phrase "Turtle Power" but I still smile everytime I get a text from one of them that says it <3
10. I love my family. I feel like it took going to college to truly appreciate them. Even though we have some ridiculous traditions that we were embarassed to carry on for as long as we did (I'm pretty sure once they started recruiting us to dress as Santa we should have ended it ;) ), I always look back on them and laugh and realize I'm extremely fortunate to have them. After talking to a lot of people about what their familes do for the holidays I never realized how badass we were and how many memories we have together!
11. I have always called Santa "Ho Ho." Apparently this also is not common. It's just what he was always referred to in our house.
12. I'm a dog person. I like cats, but they don't like me back. When I'm around them my body pretty much starts shutting down. Why would you want a pet that doesn't always want your love and affection? One of my favorite parts of going home is walking in the door and seeing how excited Fred is to see me! I love my pup :)
13. I don't know why I didn't declare biology as my major straight off the bat. We were clearly meant to be.
14. I've only left Ohio twice :( Once sophomore year of high school to go to Disney with band, and then last year to go to Chicago. I wouldn't mind spending an extended amount of time in Chicago, I've thought about applying to grad schools there.
15. I'm terrified to graduate college.
16. At least one member of my family has owned a trailer in Marble Head Since before until my senior year in high school when we sold ours. I miss it :(( Some of my best childhood memories are on the lake.
17. I feel my eyes are overly moist. I cry when I laugh a LOT and really just a gentle breeze makes 'em tear up lol.
18. I get called Pam so often that I have responded to it a couple times in a class then felt really awkward afterwards.
19. I fear I may be a hoarder. I have at least 10 memorie boxes stashed under my bed at home that I can't part with. I guess I'm sentimental.
20. I am very trusting. I'll trust you before I know you but if you fuck me over you'll pretty much never get it back. Sorry.
21. I know I'm a pushover, and I'm okay with that.
22. Damn it this is long. ummm..There are several philosophies I believe in. Everything happens for a reason. Good things happen to good people. Nothing is irreversible.
23. My biggest turn off is pessism. I can not handle debbie downers.
24. I love the 1920s -1970. It's my favorite period to learn about in history. Roaring twenties seemed badass, and as much as the depression sucked it's interesting. If you don't love learning about WWII there is probably something wrong with you. 50's are my favorite decade, and then the JFK/Civil Rights stuff of the 60's I love to learn about. I blame my love of history on my sophomore history teacher. He was awesome. Not to mention all the stories Amber has taught me and the trivia my Dad spews out all the time :) Oh yeah, I also love the Romanovs.
25. I love music! All genres. I don't think I would be able to walk to class without my jams. If the right song comes on I like to picture myself walking in a movie during one of those montagy scenes where the character is just lost in thought or something. I find this perfectly normal.
26. I never write lowercase r's. They always, always, always have to be capital, even if it's in the middle of a word.
27. The only details of my wedding that I know are 3 songs that I want played at some point during the reception.
28. I've had a stuffed animal pig since the day I was born named Piggy (original, I know). It's all his fault that pigs are my favorite animal.
29. Middle school was the worse period of my life, until 2010 came along. If I could ever erase an entire year from my life it would be that one.
30. I'm am terrified of fire! and ice. polar opposites but equally frightening.
these may be edited. or moved to facebook. i dunno.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Gah!
Why is G so cute! Hung out with him Friday with CA and the singer in his band AL (Why must everyone's name start with an A?!!) and we had a good time. He is definetely shorter than I am, but the biggest issue is the PC thing. If only I had a car....
either way, I'm excited for his concert Sunday...If only A weren't coming up this weekend ;).
LOST shirt came in, it's a little too big :( but I think I can still rock it.
Also, it's beautfiulllll today. GORGEOUS!!! It makes me really happy.
Oh, and my ass still hurts from the beating it took on that Genetics test. Just sayin'.
Hung out with C the other day and he bought me Starbucks. I was telling him about G and he was getting jealous, it was kind of cute. Oh C. Still trying to figure out how to get out of A meeting him this weekend...
either way, I'm excited for his concert Sunday...If only A weren't coming up this weekend ;).
LOST shirt came in, it's a little too big :( but I think I can still rock it.
Also, it's beautfiulllll today. GORGEOUS!!! It makes me really happy.
Oh, and my ass still hurts from the beating it took on that Genetics test. Just sayin'.
Hung out with C the other day and he bought me Starbucks. I was telling him about G and he was getting jealous, it was kind of cute. Oh C. Still trying to figure out how to get out of A meeting him this weekend...
Thursday, April 7, 2011
It worries me...
...how little I care about this genetics test that I have at 11:30 today.
Like forril. Need to really step up my game for the final.
UPDATE as of April 7th at 3:37 p.m. : My ass still hurts from that beating it took on that test.
Also, I really hope the LOST shirt I ordered online comes in today. I am in LOVE with it. Bonus? It was only 9.99. IF that isn't a steal than I don't know what is!!
Like forril. Need to really step up my game for the final.
UPDATE as of April 7th at 3:37 p.m. : My ass still hurts from that beating it took on that test.
Also, I really hope the LOST shirt I ordered online comes in today. I am in LOVE with it. Bonus? It was only 9.99. IF that isn't a steal than I don't know what is!!
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
The Flaw.
I'm begining to think that THE flaw is MY flaw.
What is THE flaw you ask?
Why, it's simple. It's the thing I use about other people as an excuse as to why things wouldn't work out between us in a relationship. Confused? Let me give you an example:
C: Lives in another state, too immature, in a relationship, likes to create awkward situations etc.
K: too clingy, lives in another state, always always always has to be right, hairy as a bear
D : too serious, smokes, doesn't like harry potter
B: Man whore
A: always thinks he's right, likes to use his knowledge as superiority, very critical of others
Let the record show: I LOVE all the above mentioned. Except B.
Anyway
Get the picture?
I know, I know, it's awful! I don't mean it in a judgemental way. I love that C is immature, and the fact that he makes situations awkward is just what he does, and in most cases it can be entertaining. These just so happen to be reasons I feel like it wouldn't work long term. make sense?
Good. Moving on,
New boy, G. I'm looking for the flaw AND I CAN'T FIND IT. yet. While normally, this should be exciting, instead I find myself looking harder for it. The only things I can come up with is he's shorter ( I know, I'm really pushing it) and he lives an hour or so away.
That's it! and those barely even register on the scale of flaw. Perhaps a combined reading of .000001 out of 10. And it's only that high because the distance thing could be difficult due to my failure as a human being existence (meaning no car).
Maybe once we hang ot more I'll find it. He's coming up this weekend, and then next weekend is his concert that I'm going to. Maybe the flaw will rear it's ugly head. Maybe.
Oi vey. There seriously may just be something wrong with me.
On a good note though: I am both not dead and not deaf. phew. I was nervous last night.
Speaking of last night, I went out with roomie A and our friends KK and I to a pizza place in town. It was both delicious and a hilariously fun night! Then they started talking about a "shock video" they remembered from their middle school days called two girls one cup. They had me watch it. I all at once wanted to gauge out my own eyes, and puke. I seriously watched maybe 1 second of it. Couldn't even handle.
basically, if you are ever presented with a video entitle twogirlsonecup and are asked to watch, punch the person in the tooth and run for the sake of your precious, innocent eyes in the opposite direction.
xoxo
aw! G just sent me a cute message on facebook! damn it!!
update: 4/7/2010 at 9:04 a.m. I may have found some flaw contenders, but we'll see what becomes of them.
What is THE flaw you ask?
Why, it's simple. It's the thing I use about other people as an excuse as to why things wouldn't work out between us in a relationship. Confused? Let me give you an example:
C: Lives in another state, too immature, in a relationship, likes to create awkward situations etc.
K: too clingy, lives in another state, always always always has to be right, hairy as a bear
D : too serious, smokes, doesn't like harry potter
B: Man whore
A: always thinks he's right, likes to use his knowledge as superiority, very critical of others
Let the record show: I LOVE all the above mentioned. Except B.
Anyway
Get the picture?
I know, I know, it's awful! I don't mean it in a judgemental way. I love that C is immature, and the fact that he makes situations awkward is just what he does, and in most cases it can be entertaining. These just so happen to be reasons I feel like it wouldn't work long term. make sense?
Good. Moving on,
New boy, G. I'm looking for the flaw AND I CAN'T FIND IT. yet. While normally, this should be exciting, instead I find myself looking harder for it. The only things I can come up with is he's shorter ( I know, I'm really pushing it) and he lives an hour or so away.
That's it! and those barely even register on the scale of flaw. Perhaps a combined reading of .000001 out of 10. And it's only that high because the distance thing could be difficult due to my failure as a human being existence (meaning no car).
Maybe once we hang ot more I'll find it. He's coming up this weekend, and then next weekend is his concert that I'm going to. Maybe the flaw will rear it's ugly head. Maybe.
Oi vey. There seriously may just be something wrong with me.
On a good note though: I am both not dead and not deaf. phew. I was nervous last night.
Speaking of last night, I went out with roomie A and our friends KK and I to a pizza place in town. It was both delicious and a hilariously fun night! Then they started talking about a "shock video" they remembered from their middle school days called two girls one cup. They had me watch it. I all at once wanted to gauge out my own eyes, and puke. I seriously watched maybe 1 second of it. Couldn't even handle.
basically, if you are ever presented with a video entitle twogirlsonecup and are asked to watch, punch the person in the tooth and run for the sake of your precious, innocent eyes in the opposite direction.
xoxo
aw! G just sent me a cute message on facebook! damn it!!
update: 4/7/2010 at 9:04 a.m. I may have found some flaw contenders, but we'll see what becomes of them.
Monday, April 4, 2011
WARNING: GRAPHIC CONTENT ENSUES
So...this may be a farewell post.
I was cleaning my ears with a q-tip, trying to keep up on my hygiene, ya know, when by accident I may or may not have pushed it a little too far and for about a milisecond i felt a jolt of pain, then noticed blood on my q-tip.
BLEEDING EARS ARE A SURE SIGN OF DEATH.
So, just you know, I love you all. Gross pictures to prove it (I'll keep this one small because it's nasty):
If you don't hear from me in...say a week. Alert the 5-0. I don't want my corpse to rot too long before the photogs come.
xoxo
update as of 1:26 a.m. April 5th : still alive
I was cleaning my ears with a q-tip, trying to keep up on my hygiene, ya know, when by accident I may or may not have pushed it a little too far and for about a milisecond i felt a jolt of pain, then noticed blood on my q-tip.
BLEEDING EARS ARE A SURE SIGN OF DEATH.
So, just you know, I love you all. Gross pictures to prove it (I'll keep this one small because it's nasty):
If you don't hear from me in...say a week. Alert the 5-0. I don't want my corpse to rot too long before the photogs come.
xoxo
update as of 1:26 a.m. April 5th : still alive
Friday, April 1, 2011
Failure is in the eye of the beholder.
So the ONE day that I totally kick ass on my personal finance homework is the time that he chooses to postpone the deadline. Oi vey. Oh well, at least it's done and over with, huzzah!!
Also, lab practical had some hiccups but overall didn't go as poorly as I suspected. Yay!!
But on to the er, more important news. Something that I had been thinking about for awhile now and finally today had the courage to set the plan in motion.
I talked to my advisor today about at least taking next semester off from school. I need to make money, and get recharged. I find myself not caring enough to get my shit done and dreading going to all my classes. I just feel like this isn't how I should feel a year before I graduate.
We'll see where the road takes it. I do definetely plan on going back, but the timeline isn't set in stone yet. I'm still enrolled in all my classes for next semester and I have until the the first couple of weeks of classes to withdraw completely from them....but the more I think about it, the more I know this is what I need to do. :(
xoxo
p.s. April Fool's Day!!!!! ;P
y'all know I love school more than pretty much anything! I'm actually incredibly excited about next semester and I'm trying to make even more classes fit into my schedule! My time here is dwindling down :(
Also, lab practical had some hiccups but overall didn't go as poorly as I suspected. Yay!!
But on to the er, more important news. Something that I had been thinking about for awhile now and finally today had the courage to set the plan in motion.
I talked to my advisor today about at least taking next semester off from school. I need to make money, and get recharged. I find myself not caring enough to get my shit done and dreading going to all my classes. I just feel like this isn't how I should feel a year before I graduate.
We'll see where the road takes it. I do definetely plan on going back, but the timeline isn't set in stone yet. I'm still enrolled in all my classes for next semester and I have until the the first couple of weeks of classes to withdraw completely from them....but the more I think about it, the more I know this is what I need to do. :(
xoxo
p.s. April Fool's Day!!!!! ;P
y'all know I love school more than pretty much anything! I'm actually incredibly excited about next semester and I'm trying to make even more classes fit into my schedule! My time here is dwindling down :(
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