The Flaw.

I'm begining to think that THE flaw is MY flaw. 

What is THE flaw you ask?

Why, it's simple.  It's the thing I use about other people as an excuse as to why things wouldn't work out between us in a relationship.  Confused?  Let me give you an example:

C:  Lives in another state, too immature, in a relationship, likes to create awkward situations etc.
K:  too clingy, lives in another state, always always always has to be right, hairy as a bear
D : too serious, smokes,  doesn't like harry potter
B:  Man whore
A:  always thinks he's right, likes to use his knowledge as superiority, very critical of others


Let the record show: I LOVE all the above mentioned. Except B.

Anyway

Get the picture?

I know, I know, it's awful!  I don't mean it in a judgemental way.  I love that C is immature, and the fact that he makes situations awkward is just what he does, and in most cases it can be entertaining.  These just so happen to be reasons I feel like it wouldn't work long term. make sense?

Good. Moving on,

New boy, G. I'm looking for the flaw AND I CAN'T FIND IT. yet.  While normally, this should be exciting, instead I find myself looking harder for it.  The only things I can come up with is he's shorter ( I know, I'm really pushing it) and he lives an hour or so away. 

That's it! and those barely even register on the scale of flaw.  Perhaps a combined reading of .000001 out of 10.  And it's only that high because the distance thing could be difficult due to my failure as a human being existence (meaning no car). 

Maybe once we hang ot more I'll find it.  He's coming up this weekend, and then next weekend is his concert that I'm going to.  Maybe the flaw will rear it's ugly head. Maybe.

Oi vey.  There seriously may just be something wrong with me.

On a good note though: I am both not dead and not deaf.  phew.  I was nervous last night.

Speaking of last night, I went out with roomie A and our friends KK and I to a pizza place in town.  It was both delicious and a hilariously fun night!  Then they started talking about a "shock video" they remembered from their middle school days called two girls one cup.  They had me watch it.  I all at once wanted to gauge out my own eyes, and puke.  I seriously watched maybe 1 second of it.  Couldn't even handle.

basically, if you are ever presented with a video entitle twogirlsonecup and are asked to watch, punch the person in the tooth and run for the sake of your precious, innocent eyes in the opposite direction.

xoxo

aw! G just sent me a cute message on facebook! damn it!!

update: 4/7/2010 at 9:04 a.m. I may have found some flaw contenders, but we'll see what becomes of them.